Show Weekend Jitters

This weekend I am competing in my first OCB bodybuilding show. This is the culmination of weeks of hard work, dieting, and maybe a little too much cardio. I wish I could say that I feel confident and happy, but I do not lie!!!

I am scared. I am nervous. I am feeling like this physique is not quite good enough. But I am proud. Never satisfied, but proud of how far I have been able to come. I had to overcome a lot of obstacles to make it this far. I don’t want to focus on the negative so I will not get into details but the past few years have just not been easy.

However, just like I mentioned in the last post. The Power of Your Mind is just incredible. Through everything that has been thrown at me or the team, we have fought. I may not be where I want to be yet but I am not giving up. I am going to continue to fight. I am going to continue to make improvements and build the body that I want.

I am so grateful to Team Misfitz. Deszie, Roxy, Paulie, and of course Chris have been with me every step of the way. This weekend, so far, has been filled with mostly laughs and fun. It wouldn’t be me if it didn’t also include some doubts and maybe a few tears but we are going to show up tomorrow and see what happens.

Team Misfitz doesn’t quit #misfitzmakefithappen